"In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit."-Albert Schweitzer

this is going to be a very short post, because i'm tired and i'm watching the fringe! aka best show ever :)

i just want to thank each of you for the sweet and thoughtful comments on my last post.  it was very hard to sit down and write, but i had an urge to do it.  i felt like it was finally time to rid myself of my past demons, and guess what? i feel great! i'm trying to move on.  i can't promise i will never have a thought about it again.  actually, i know i will.  but the point of my last point was to get rid of ED as some kind of baggage i've been carrying me around.  to me, it's almost like a handicap that i've been able to fall back on.  but not that i'm going to college and i'm growing up, i need to move on and find myself.  i need to work for me, and i can't do that with ED dragging along behind. 

also, i will not be posting until sunday (probably?) because i will be staying with jeff at n.c. state this weekend! yup, it's been far too long :)  we have tickets to the basketball game versus clemson saturday, and i'm so excited! i've never actually been to a basketball game before.  not even at my high school.  sad, i know.

i love each of you, and i'll see you in a few days! :)

ciao bella