i just want to thank each of you for the sweet and thoughtful comments on my last post. it was very hard to sit down and write, but i had an urge to do it. i felt like it was finally time to rid myself of my past demons, and guess what? i feel great! i'm trying to move on. i can't promise i will never have a thought about it again. actually, i know i will. but the point of my last point was to get rid of ED as some kind of baggage i've been carrying me around. to me, it's almost like a handicap that i've been able to fall back on. but not that i'm going to college and i'm growing up, i need to move on and find myself. i need to work for me, and i can't do that with ED dragging along behind.
also, i will not be posting until sunday (probably?) because i will be staying with jeff at n.c. state this weekend! yup, it's been far too long :) we have tickets to the basketball game versus clemson saturday, and i'm so excited! i've never actually been to a basketball game before. not even at my high school. sad, i know.
i love each of you, and i'll see you in a few days! :)